Daily Mass Readings
First Reading: Acts 9:1-20
Responsorial Psalm: Psalms 117:1, 2
Gospel: John 6:52-59
A Reading from Acts 9:1-20
Saul, still breathing murderous threats against the disciples of the Lord,
went to the high priest and asked him
for letters to the synagogues in Damascus, that,
if he should find any men or women who belonged to the Way,
he might bring them back to Jerusalem in chains.
On his journey, as he was nearing Damascus,
a light from the sky suddenly flashed around him.
He fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him,
“Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?”
He said, “Who are you, sir?”
The reply came, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.
Now get up and go into the city and you will be told what you must do.”
The men who were traveling with him stood speechless,
for they heard the voice but could see no one.
Saul got up from the ground,
but when he opened his eyes he could see nothing;
so they led him by the hand and brought him to Damascus.
For three days he was unable to see, and he neither ate nor drank.
There was a disciple in Damascus named Ananias,
and the Lord said to him in a vision, “Ananias.”
He answered, “Here I am, Lord.”
The Lord said to him, “Get up and go to the street called Straight
and ask at the house of Judas for a man from Tarsus named Saul.
He is there praying,
and in a vision he has seen a man named Ananias
come in and lay his hands on him,
that he may regain his sight.”
But Ananias replied,
“Lord, I have heard from many sources about this man,
what evil things he has done to your holy ones in Jerusalem.
And here he has authority from the chief priests
to imprison all who call upon your name.”
But the Lord said to him,
“Go, for this man is a chosen instrument of mine
to carry my name before Gentiles, kings, and children of Israel,
and I will show him what he will have to suffer for my name.”
So Ananias went and entered the house;
laying his hands on him, he said,
“Saul, my brother, the Lord has sent me,
Jesus who appeared to you on the way by which you came,
that you may regain your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit.”
Immediately things like scales fell from his eyes
and he regained his sight.
He got up and was baptized,
and when he had eaten, he recovered his strength.
He stayed some days with the disciples in Damascus,
and he began at once to proclaim Jesus in the synagogues,
that he is the Son of God.
Reflection
Saul was a man who hated Christians and even stood by as they were murdered. It is difficult to understand why Jesus would want him as a disciple. Yet in spite of his past, Jesus appears to Saul as a dazzling bright light and asks him, why are you persecuting me?
Now maybe if this voice had faded away and Saul was allowed to go on his way to Damascus, Saul would have gone on as before. But in order to drive home his point, Saul is blinded by the bright light of the Lord; literally blinded for three days. When you are sick or disabled it is very difficult to think of anything else. Saul remained this way until an upright disciple of Jesus, Ananais, is told to go and lay his hands upon Saul so that he may regain his sight. At this request, Ananais reacts much as most of us would react, with uncertainty. Why Saul, the great persecutor of Christians? But Ananais does as the Lord asks and goes to Saul to lay his hands upon him so that he may see.
After this Saul continues on to be called Paul and becomes one of the greatest disciples of Jesus Christ. Wouldn’t it have been easier to choose someone who was of a pure heart, who didn’t have the blood of Christians upon his hands? But God sees potential, he sees beyond our actions, beyond even our thoughts and our beliefs. Again we see an example of a passionate man, passionate in his hatred of Christians, but passionate. Perhaps God saw that passion, that emotion, and decided that he wanted it for his side. Perhaps he just wanted to show the power of God. The fact is that we do not know why God chooses who he chooses. But we do know that the strength of God’s hand has the power to change a man’s heart. As high above the heavens from the earth are God’s thoughts above man’s. We call it a Miracle.